I Turned It Off and Tuned In, Instead

I have taken a long pause from social media and started doing what I always wrote about; I have been "taking back my mind" and using it more deliberately. It may sound simple, but actively doing it, actively focusing your mind and quieting the busy one, is truly a management position.

I remember way back in the day when I first started doing this work, I had the idea that I should teach some meditation classes at my sons school. Part of me thought it was a great idea - it was one of those ideas where you can feel the emotion telling you, "yes, do it!!!!"

And then my subconscious, programmed mind stepped in saying, "who tf do you think you are?" The doubt followed, along with a slew of other emotions that paralyzed me.

The two went back and forth until I finally wrote down my qualifications - the 'why' I not only COULD do it, I'd be good at it, too.

Fast forward to now, over a decade later, and I'm still reprogramming my mind. Each step forward into who I want to become, takes letting go of programming that has me staying the same. As I evolve, the ripple effects, from a quantum perspective, shifts the whole quantum field, along with every other bit of consciousness.

In revamping this website, there was a massive lag between everything else, and the "about me" page. One question that I ask is, "what must I believe to be true to be creating the reality I am seeing" - in this case, what must I believe to be true that is causing such discomfort in showing myself to a world of strangers. At the root is one of those core beliefs, the ones that built who you are, so deeply ingrained it was part of my operating system.

The digging has started and it will continue until I fully comprehend it - its like a synapsis in the mind that you can feel *click* before evolving onto the next level in this video-game reality.

But this time I'm not going to wait for the click before moving forward - I'm going to move forward knowing the click, the next level, is not far off and there is really nothing better than that....than becoming more of who we really are, underneath the matrix programming that holds us in fear, in ego, in the illusion.

In 1988, humanity shifted from a collective consciousness level of 197 to 207. We went from living in fear, to living in courage. From living in force, to living in power. From living with eyes shut, to eyes wide open. Since then, this frequency has been spreading and as the past 6 years has shown, its speeding up.

We are all programmed - the question is, what have we been programmed to believe and more importantly - are those beliefs, in fact, true.

"As a man thinketh, so he becomes." The not so physical reality is mirroring you - your thoughts, your beliefs, and the emotional charge they create. When you change your beliefs, you change your thoughts, which changes your emotions, that then changes the not so physical reality you are creating.

Precisely why I unplugged and am working on my mind, instead. Its one thing to know, its a whole other to put that knowledge into practice. When you truly comprehend how this reality functions, its not work, its the journey some intended on taking before we came here. And once you start, there will be no wanting to get off your journey - there is truly no greater work than realizing who YOU really are.

**This is my first post coming back online. Moving forward I will be sharing more of what I do, whether growing food, cooking from scratch, or dibble dabbling in my apothecary - this is where I will be sharing all the goodness that I have learned since 2014 when I was 'plugged back into consciousness'. I will write about this, too, along with mindfulness, quantum reality and other perception shifting goodness.